Um...whatever I feel like typing. You may get bored and the cool thing is you can just stop reading!

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I sprained my neck and then some.

Darjeeling Limited was a good flick, but made me want to take a few puffs of a cigarette. I guess you would have to see it to understand, and if you still don't understand after seeing it, then you can conclude that I am weird. I did not watch the first scene...heard it was "raunchy".
The other night (about 3 nights ago) I had an extremely sad dream. Long dream short, my family and I were in a war zone in Afghanistan. ( I had watched Iron Man two nights before with the hubs on a date...pretty good flick). So anyway, all of the adults where going to be shot but the children were not. So I remember Mandy, Kevin, and Andy in my dream. I kept trying to get a hold of my mom but I could not get through to her. I just wanted her to take care of my kids. Then I called my dad and he reassured me where I was going (that being heaven) and that I was going to meet Jesus. I actually ended up feeling a peace in the dream, but I could not bare the thought of leaving my children. My eyes are watering right now just thinking about it. I was crying to my dad and said, "Dad, just tell me Jesus is going to take care of my babies!!!!"
I was taking my time with Eisley and crying and telling her how much I loved her. Then I remember looking over at Cyrus, anticipating holding him and telling him how much I love him. I just wanted to take as much time as I could with each child. To tell them everything was going to be okay and Jesus was going to watch over them. That Jesus loved them no matter what happened or what they did in life. Their sin was not bigger than the love of Jesus.
Then I looked over at Mandy and her eyes were glossed over and she said, "they are not cognitive yet". In my dream and mind, that basically meant that our kids were too young to remember us, which of course made me THAT much more sad!!! I told my dad to tell my kids how much I loved them and to tell them how good of a mother I was to them (assuming that I am a good mother...not even close to perfect, but I sure do love my babies!)
So what did I take from this dream? That we are not promised tomorrow and that I need to be the best wife and mother I can be to my children. I need to love love love people! Especially the ones specifically put into my life.
On a much lighter note. I am wearing a neck brace from spraining my neck in the shower as I was shampooing my hair. Not sure why it happened, and it's annoying...but oh well! I have a great friend who is also my chiropractor and she's the best! I should be feeling better in no time!
Ok, I love you all...leave a comment if you have any thoughts. If not, then you probably should go to the doctor and ask them, "why don't I have thoughts?...I am living aren't I"
Breena Breens!

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Kitchen Aide mixer!!!

So this is my second child and I still feel like I have to ask the question..."when does the child sleep through the night?!?!" Ya know when it's 3:45 a.m. and your up with the baby and do not fall back asleep until baby number two wakes up around 7:30 that your BEING STRETCHED TOO THIN! At least I am going on a date with the hubs tonight! That'll be fun!
But...my "ice blue" kitchen aide mixer came in yesterday and I am using it to make cookies!!! I am so excited! You should have seen the dance I did for Andy and Cyrus yesterday when it came in. Let's just say it was crazy and I got dizzy...but I recieved a few laughs and "do it again!" out of it!
Our double stroller came in yesterday as well and we took it for a stroll last night. The kids seemed to like it and I had no complaints! Now I have no excuse to not walk every day...but it's gonna be in the 90's today! hahahaha...just kidding!
Eisley is four months yesterday (I can't believe it!) and Cyrus will be two on the 14th!! It's amazing to me how fast time goes by. He was just a tiny little baby, but is now talking in sentences that actually make sense. He knows his letters, numbers, colors, animals...the list goes on. I LOVE having convo's with him when only MOST Of his sentence makes sense. That's usually when he's telling me a story, or reading a book to himself.
Eisley is SUCH A HAPPY baby, but incredibly needy! Oh my word is she a girl or what?!?! She wants me to hold her as much as possible and if I put her down, she MUST have me looking at her and giving her attention. Hmmm? Wonder where she gets that from? "chuckle" She smiles straight from the heart into those baby blue eyes and makes my heart melt! I love her!
I am so thankful for our family and excited to see what God is going to do and is doing in our lives! Until next time...

Monday, June 2, 2008

Screen Play

Sooooo...My hubs has been "working" on a screen play for I believe 4 years now and has just recently worked on it hard core (who says that?)...with the help of ME! He's so creative and artzy fartzy with it! And of course my creative flair helps too! hehehe...I never knew that I would be helping ANYONE write a screen play...and now I can say I have! It's fun!
I caught Cyrus watching one of the few cartoons I allow him to (always educational...cause I am a stickler about that) and when they said, "what does an "h" say?" He was like, "huhhh huhhh!" (that's my "h" sound typed out). I was like, "um...he did not just do that!" Then I called Andy into the room like most mothers would! Crazy kid!
My Eisley girl is full of lot's of smiles for me throughout my day, but at night is full of lot's of looong, happy noises after I feed her for the first time. Then she's so happy that she can't get herself back to sleep which means Andy and I are awake as well. Last night it happened around 3 am and then when we FINALLY (at 5 am) got her to fall asleep, Cyrus woke up. It was a complete nightmare. But Andy and I usually know we HAVE to work together or else our tired selves will end up boxing it out! hahahah! Such crabs at night!
I have nothing too interesting to talk about at this point. I should get myself to bed. "yawn".